baby is this for real? let me in your arms to feel.

we met at a meeting.
we aren't even aloud to know eachothers last names.
[even though we know.]
we weren't aloud to exchange phone numbers
for the sake of keeping NA togheter.
[even though we already did.]
we go to meetings with eachother five days a week
and we see eachother six days a week.

everythings so screwed up with this though.
because since we can't we don't really talk.
[but we do in our own way.]

---with that i'll pass.