Friday, February 2, 2007

not so creative today.

my bestfriend spent her first night in oklahoma last night.
i miss her.
but if it wasn't for her leaving i wouldn't have wanted to stop.

i know everyone says
"i'm here for you."
but i only have a few friends.

you can count them on one hand.
and one left.
another wasn't talking to me.
and i didn't even want to break the news to the others.

so with her leaving,
i flipped out.
yesterday i think i seriously cried every hour i was awake.

and in group i freaked out and basically just shut down.
when i got home i had a nervous break down.

my bestfriend
my only friend
was gone and she wasn't coming back to save me anymore.


so, thats all i have to say.

2 comments:

Lemanie [Cricket] said...

=(.

I was in class with Sarah, and one day she wasn't there. It was sort of odd because she's usually really bold and outgoing. So it's odd when the classroom is so...quiet.

=(

mike said...

i know how you feel. when i was 13 my best friend moved away to Ohio. it really sucks.