i find myself doing a lot of things i swore i wouldn't do.
at least not anytime soon.
it really sucks.

i just want to have fun.
i dont wan't to get hurt.
but i'm not the fun type.
i always seem to get hurt
and want to be hurt.


i'm on the fast track to hell pretty much
and there is nothing i can do about it.
i'm looking out for myself in one way
and completly neglecting myself in another way.